Mental Breakdown

mental breakdown ? hmm maybe.
everyone who knows all said that i should be happy, i should feel great, but in fact it's the opposite.
3 hours after that moment i was confused, but now i know the reason.
have you ever be a jokes? 100+ people laugh at you?.
that was me the day before yesterday.
moments that should be sweet, mess!
that's what i feel.
and it hurts!